otherearths_outthere

I’t took a long, loooonng time to get proper diagnosis for all my mental sh*t, because in part, I think it’s all mostly mild. But combined, the borderline personality disorder, social anxiety, ocd and bipolar can leave not knowing where I’m coming or going occasionally. I so rarely get *really* manic, but when I do it can go one of two ways, self destructive or I clean like a super charged roomba. The last three days I’ve been a cleaning machine, right down to q-tips, and tooth brushes to get every little crack taken care of. I’m not unhappy about this, clean and organized is nice, but we live in a *cabin* on three scrubby acres and it’s the rainy season in Oregon for Pete’s sake. I just wish I could channel this in more creative (read artistic work).